I looked at the chalkboard today and realized I see the date of Thursday, July 26th. 26th?! Now I think ... where did the time go!?
When we first got here, time truly seemed to drag on. By the beginning of the 2nd week, we thought, "We've only been here 1 week?" Now..."We only have 1 week left?"
For those of you that I have not spoken to on the phone I may now explain a little. Just a little:
Since the day we arrived, the phrase, "It may change," has been used quite frequently. This organization runs a little differently from the way we are used to. There has been many miscommunications because of the language barrier and through those translations and there has been many expectations of us. And, I mean, MANY. I could start with the near 12 hour days we've had at the school...or the fact that there were NO resources for us to use, therefore doing everything from scratch...or the fact that ... yes, I could go on.
I can honestly say, even though there were these expectations, I truly did not let it truly affect my own personal attitude towards what the purpose was of me being here. Unfair...possibly...however, still exciting...absolutely. I've learned a lot about myself and how I handle situations and how I work in various situations.
I was soooooo nervous and frightened about being in a class with 25 students and ESL students, to boot! When I did my teaching placements in Australia with full classes, I knew that I would never be a 'regular' classroom teacher. Now...with maturity and experience as a teacher, even though not in a classroom with 25 students and in fact, just one on one...I've surprised myself. Yes, I have a hard time hearing, yes, I do not understand the students all the time...but it has been okay. Good, really. I've been buddied/partnered with Monique (my friend from Thunder Bay that came with me) for my class. Her and I have worked together, however, she is not always there as she is also teaching French and when she has not been there...I've done good! I'm soooo relieved and surprisingly feeling confident with being able to manage a 25-student classroom. I've learned that!
Many Canadian teachers have been frustrated, including me, at times as this school does do things differently than we do in Canada. I would give examples...but I'll tell more when I get home. I have taken everything in stride and it's been for the best.
Can't wait to tell you it all!
I will say, too, that I have to most challenging class in the school! They're something! Other Canadian teachers have taught them during various times throughout these weeks and there is a mutual concensus that they're awful! However, they are now great with me and Monique...we've had 4 straight good days with them...they're finally getting it!
How fortunate we've been! Free trip to Taiwan, some free travel within the country...what else can I say!
Best decision I've ever made!